Whole entire thing got entangled together

Now is time i got to know that myself and discover and realised that what i really want. I have come into a stage of lack of passion in doing lots of things and understand that sometimes am i serving the God i loved or don;t let down those person around me, or just because of me wanting so much.

It has been a lot time seem i think through this question, and now when i started to have a job and work and the more i work the more i realised that my life is not that happy afterall. Preharps because lack of support , listen ear or maybe because i have been walking these roads with full of shackles.

I wanted to start everything new and afresh, and now i am slowly dropping the shackles on my feet, wishing that those person around me might understand it. Maybe i do not need to seek their understanding now, just hope that one day they would accept it.

Maybe because of work and tangles up everything, i could no longer focus on so many things at one times anymore and everyone seem to be wanting my attention. I have been giving out attention and who is giving me attention?

Life to me now is good, but is just that i realise myself and tuning it , so that i can be support for the others too. Now sunday feels like an working day to me, is quite difficult to intake the word of God, maybe you can call noise = which is lack of peace in heart i guess.

Love - Bible

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in eveil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes , always perseveres.