Managed to recover !!!

For those people who has multiply, will know that recently i have lost something, and now i have
Snob Snob !!! 17 GB of data lost . . .
, but I have managed to reover just the operating system. So now my laptop has 2 operating system running in it.

Today i just spend half of my day trying out on the linux and how to use thumb drive in linux, the difference between windows and linux is - 'microsoft saves you alot of trouble', because the driver support, or i should say the kernel support is very limited.

Other than that i was nearly choke by my noodles, because of the Team America, i just can't believe that the stupid puppet show can be that funny. Is lame, is stupid, is retarded. Other than watching that show, i also did some reading on the security text. THis is what i have learnt.

Security text - from University of Queensland, Comp3502/7506 Information Security

.: The cost of Convenience : A Faustian Deal :.

From the reading text i have comprehened that nowadays morden technology does aid us in lots of ways, devices like (Sound so IT !!)- mobile phones, PDA, HandHeld PC, MP3 player, thumb drive, fax machines.

All these devices that can contain data has an open risk in privacy and security expolit, because people tends to store information into all these devices, that is what they are for; if you don't store information, then what for you buy it.

Informations like phone numbers, frequent caller, profile of the person, credit card numbers and even password, you be surprise how people used devices to help them to remember passwords, some user even used the same password for every thing that requires one.

Informations can be disclose simply by just some tactics applied by the geeks. Although some of these informations can just do little harm, but if you pieces them together they can do quite a number of damage in our lifes.


.: Mood for today :.

Kind of lazy to do some serious stuff, have not even sent out a resume, i can see myself got a little disappointed and depressed, maybe this is what the hokkien would say 'sianz'. I found out that when a man has no focus and no goals or achievement, he can get into this stage.

Routine of the day !!!

.: Watched the Team America
.: Learned how to use the linux, and research on how to use thumb drive in linux 9, managed to
change the interface which i want
.: Blogging
.: Check email

Walk with God
.: Bad !! Not doing the quiet time, Not been praying. Not been reading the Bible.

HOT !!! HOT !!!! HOT !!!!

As those people who knows me well, i am a person who likes spicy stuff, and deals with them pretty well, but today i had a bowl of chilli noodle, one mouth of that brings back to those days when i was a child, training to eat spicy food. Long time ago, sound retro, there is this little boy, living in his grandmum's house, everyday he would see his grandmum, playing majong, smoking, sometimes she would tell us to help her to buy a few packets of chilli noodles for her and her majong kakis.

So one day, she is not cooking lunch, and she asked us what we wanted to eat, all my elder cousins would want to eat the chilli noodles, and said "hem jo zui zui" it means add a lot of chilli in hokkein. So i followed them, my grandmum asked me the second time am i sure with that, and gave a nod. Because my cousin is just 2 to 3 years older than me, so she assume that i can take it too.

No need to guess, just 1 mouth and i cried. . .



This stall is the famous stall for its prawn noodles and chilli noodle, for those living in beach road will get to know this stall. It is located at level 2 army market. Remember just be careful with the chilli they had, else order a glass of sugarcane juice to counter the effects.

Something different today !!!

Is just another no goal day. Kind of sick of this kind of life, i wonder how and when am i going to get out of this vicious loop. At least today i did some reading, else my day would be just watching TV and playing games. TOday i managed to find my own personal space, and get out of the house, because the computer and tv is very distracting. In Singapore i cannot find a good place to spend time for myself, or find a good quiet place to just spend time reading and talking to God. Now i have found a good place, guess where, it is the library.

By reading the security i have learned something.

[+] When doing trade off, one must understand the risk may occurs, and risk accessment must be done.

[+] Humans do not always obey logic, but seek cheap actions with max expected benefits.

[+] When developing products or components, is the time spend more worthwhile then teh reaps from that product, if it is not, and not a must, then what for developing it.

[+] Decision can be benefits-driven or cost driven.

[+] Security in network is a 2 - way issues, (1) looking at the attackets view, (2) How we (legitimate users) use our computer.

Routine for today::.
.: Stayed in the library to avoid the heat. Managed to comprehen, absorb some of the readings.

.: Watched the warcraft 3 replays and practice on Orc, damn it!! Still cannot trash the normal with the Orc stat i have.

.: Send out a few resume.

Another day jobless for the brain

It has been quite a long time seem i find a long term goals, i guess the most important thing now has yet to fulfil. What happens when your brain does not have a goal? It also means that you do not have a goal in life. As for now is quite demoralize to keep sending resume out and checking the email and mobile to see that whether you have an replay message. After checking all those stuff, then i have to see the clock ticking away, waiting for time to pass.

To me now nothing to do is kind of pain, the most important thing is after spending so much money and no income coming in, it means that is kind of bad to my bank account. I kept praying and praying to God, and wonder how and wonder why, waiting for God to answer my prayers. I guess now i have to keep praying and waiting for my prayer to be answered. As what pastor said "Faith is an action".

Routine of the Day:::::
::> Sending resume
::> read others blog
::> visit the friendster and multiply
::> watched warcraft replays
::> go for a jog
::> and now writing my blog

Burning in Fiery fire

Is just another common cny gathering, and getting around gambling, talking and eating, but there is something different today is that the show Constantine is a very good show, which has quite a number of turns here and there, is just that there is too many evil sides of it, maybe is due to the demons and the evil spirit, and the name of the devil. The worst thing that makes me into this fiery fireball is that the deliberate action which wants to blow up the whole thing, that caring is like an malupulative games. By using mind games on someone you love, and this bloody method that exist here in my comfort zone, it really disgust me, disappoint me, makes me extremely angry. It has been nearly 2 months and i have been tolerate this behavior. Finally after lots of input of patience to this matter, and coax on this matter, i have finished all of it, and blew up the whole thing. Since patience and coaxing is unless and i can't hide my feeling and dun looked at it, since she wants to blow it up, i will make it so big that she cannot handle it. You all might wonder what really makes me so frustrated, so in fire.