Is doing something beyond your limit means killing yourself ?

Is doing something beyond your limit means killing yourself, challenging yourself (because need to survive, so no choice?), or growing yourself. Now i am doing something that is beyond my limits, which i think that should be the life of an IT personel, have to understand so much knowledge in such a short time, is worst than my life in studies . . . At least the deadlines set by those blood suckers lecturers is Achievable, maybe i am putting too much pressure on myself.

How i wish that life can be just looking at the skies and admire the moving clouds, feel the wind massaging your face, that kind of freedom, that kind of relaxation, and that kind of life with no worries. There is no need to guess . . . Alex is dreaming!!!! As for now i am in the super cold air-con room , reading up my stuff, and trying very hard to absorb as much as possible, before sunday comes, because I HAVE TO WORK ON SUNDAY !!! Poor me right, i am going to miss the Bible Study group i had, the service and worship on sunday.

.:Walk with God:. - Still in the journey of servent leadership.
.:Mood of the day:. - Kind of mentally exhausted, because of all the Adobe acrobat e-book i have to read.