God look at my down times.

It has been a long time since i updated my blog, for those who reads my blog, i am sorry about it, and it also means that i have already in the Singapore pace of life, getting tie up with work, and lots of other stuff. Really miss those carefree life in oz, just need to think of exams, and projects, now i have struggle with lots of other factors which is so real to me.

As for those who i really spoke to they know that i am now having a great struggle with the world, because the world wants prefection in everything, and status, power, money comes into the picture, i am tempted by all these stuff as you have the capability to earn money, you tends to see what other can do and why they can do it better than you, or should i put in another words, why they earn more than you at such a young age?

Ya ! I know what a lot of people would really wants to tell me , and i told myself too, dun care about the others, your treasures is in heaven, but do you all know that what is appearing in front of your eyes are so real, compare to those you cannot see, maybe i am lack of faith, or struggling with tempetation. My elder once asked me what i have been doing, and i told them that i am still involved in BB and going to get myself more involve in the church youth. They shocked me, but telling me that at my age now should focus on earning "BIG BUCKS", because alot of young people like my age has already starting to build up careers and earning "BIG BUCKS" and why am i still so involve in all those time wasting stuff which dun leads to earning "BIG BUCKS". Guess whats my answer? I just said 3 words in a small voice. . . . "God Will Provide".